" Kill me all the way "

" Kill me all the way "

" Kill me all the way "

I found a blade and pushed it in
I just keep pushing,
shoving,
grinding,
til room there is no more

The blood flowed freely down my arms
and puddled on the floor

I fell down on my knees and cried up to the sky
I just kept crying,
screaming,
dying,
til Im here no more

Im dead on the inside already
Let me finish opening the door

I open my eyes once more
My last breath I grasp for,
hoping,
dreaming,
thinking of my death

My one true release from this hell
My final and peaceful rest